I always find it hard to evaluate things,
but I’ll try my best.
At the start, there was a real lack of
communication between everyone and it was quite frustrating for me, as I’d want
to be involved in things but because at the time my role was only ‘costume
designer’ I was irrelevant to any decisions made. This is why getting another
main role, as camera operator was crucial for me. Not only because I needed a
role, but also in nearly every other project I’ve worked on, I’ve always been
put down as cinematographer. I don’t mind this, but after a while I’m going to
struggle to get out of that category. I wanted to try something new but still
relate it to the field I’m interested in. Cinemographer was offered to me but I
turned it down to stick to my guns and do something more out of my comfort
zone. I also didn’t feel that connected to the storyline so I felt that for
this project that role would have been wrong for me.
Throughout the project, there have been
many ups and downs and I defiantly feel we have all learnt a lot from this
shoot. It has been a real eye opener of how to work with others on a tight
schedule and I think we will all take away new skills and develop on those
skills for our future projects. Apart from the lack of communication and job
roles crossing over, I feel that this shoot has been successful.
Approaching Andre to work on his project as ‘costume designer’, something I’d never attempted or done before was a little daunting for me, but everyone involved in the project was really welcoming and excited to get started.
After further discussion with my group, I was also moved to Camera Operator alongside Klara. After having a meeting with Rosie, she wasn’t too keen on this, but I feel this was a really good arrangement for us both as the shoots were quite stressful and some under extreme weather conditions. We allowed each other to swap and capture shots in our own individual styles and it was nice to work closely with some different for a change.
I have learnt a lot from this unit. I’ve
always been very uneasy of starting new projects, and with along with going
through a lot of stress lately, I help but feel this affected me greatly with
this unit.
I really lack the confidence I used too and because of that, I don’t feel able to fully engage to the best of my ability anymore which I really want to change.
I really lack the confidence I used too and because of that, I don’t feel able to fully engage to the best of my ability anymore which I really want to change.
At the beginning of this unit, I had no
group and I didn’t really know anyone ‘that’ well to be able to form a group of
my own. Throughout the course so far, I have tended to work with the same
people because I felt comfortable and we had a set routine. Now those people
aren’t here anymore, I’ve had to break out of that comfort zone and throw
myself into a completely alien work environment, which was super hard for me to
do.